As the thoughts battle it out, like armies on a battlefield, I gently continue to bring myself back into the human state. With much patience comes success, momentarily a pearly white ball appeared right in front of my eyes. I checked if it was a closed eye visual, or gaps that would let external light inside, appears, it was a visual of some sort, that danced and bounced within a certain visual radii. I did not have to turn my head or close my eyes, it was in front of me. It was absolutely amazing to see what the mind was capable of at that state of being. At that moment I called it to be a light at the end of the tunnel... only the tunnel was filled with a certain hope - that this would work and the light was the ray of hope at the end of the tunnel..